I feeling somewhat nostalgic tonight, and what better way to rid myself of these pesky emotions? A blog.
Its been a while, but I used to be quite the blogger (believe it or not).
I redecorated my apartment all weekend and am pretty excited about the results. I can even smell the new candles on my table and they are making me smile. Pictures soon I promise.
My ten year high school reunion was last night. I didn’t go. To be honest, with Facebook, I don’t understand the need. That being said, I still feel strangely sad that it has been 10 years since high school.
I had such high hopes for my future. And yes, life could be worse. I am married to an amazing man that gives me butterflies after 3 years of marriage. I have a dog that is cuter than yours, and I work at a company making the best films out right now…
But I feel so insecure about what I have accomplished. I want more. I want better. I want my dreams.
So I say adieu tonight, I am going to put in just a little more work. Focus just a little more. Work a little harder. And maybe, just maybe, I can achieve what I dreamed at 17.
I leave you with this article about a woman I so desperately adore:
http://nymag.com/arts/tv/profiles/zooey-deschanel-2011-9/